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Im sorry I havent been posting art stuff on NG and twitter! The reason for that is cuz Im taking part in alot of collabs that are being hosted while hosting a collab myself. SHOCKING AIN'T IT!?! If you guys really want to see more art of mine in the future give me a holler and I can take some time to cook up a quick piece for you to enjoy. Thx and love you xoxoxoxoxox

I wanna see your drawings made in flash, FLASH ONLY! any kind tooo

For the people who followed my twiter for art, I made a new account thats strictly art base soooooooo go follow or sumting!

More info here

To be anounced soon

Recently ive been trying to get back to my roots of doing digital watercolor drawings but ive been abit stumped because the more I experiment the more I feel im striving away from my original vision. My orginal inspiration for my watercolor style is from the old ken sugimori artworks (pokemon basically) But after seeing the banned/controversal Disney movie "Song of the South" I searched for concept art and book art from the film and also been intrigued by it. I try mashing my inspirations together but it leaves a questionable style that I cant put my finger on. So thats why I want YOU to decide whats more fitting(also if you want to can you please put a reason why). Pic A is the newest doodles while Pic B is a old drawing since last year. Heres the "Song of the South" pics if you dont know what they look like: PICS

I have a question to all my fellow NG artist, How do ya'll do your line art? Do you use a certain brush, lineweight, or none!? im really curious of how you guys do it. Let me know! we might learn a thing or two.

I haven't been able to draw for about a month or longer, I thought It maybe had to do with artblock but Its gotten to the point where even if I just do a simple doodle I cant bear to look at it and scribble it out. With this I've been also having doubt of my years of doodling and drawing in general. Just to clarify this I'm not complaining of the amount of views or ratings of my art, that is the least of my concerns.

The real concern is MYSELF, I fear that I lost the spark of doing art and lost sight of my original reason of why I wanted to do art in the first place. The temptation of me quitting on everything creative that I had in plan are heavily strong, I try resisting those thoughts by watching and observing art and animated pieces that gave me sparks in the past, sadly there quickly fading away the more I realize that I can't be competent creatively with the pieces of media that I watched over the years. And the thing is that I'm deathly afraid of quitting art and other things that are creative, I've been dreaming about these topics since I was a wee lad and other things never interested me in life. If I quit art now, what will I even do with my life?

I've shown my art to friends and strangers and they always say the same thing " don't care what other people say." or " Your art is fine." which is nice but the thing is I'm not worried about the people or what they say negatively about it. IM the person that is not satisfied with my art. Its so bad to the point where after the art piece "BOXER BIGSHOT DINGO" there was suppose to be three other artworks I was gonna post here but I deleted the artworks completely because they did not reach the expectation. I want to believe my reasoning for the deleted art pieces was my crippling confidence for getting something right that I've planned in my head.

To be honest I don't know what gonna happen for me in the future, expect nothing because most likely nothing gonna happen.

P.S there was supposed to be more writing but I got clogged up in thought.